Would like to die....

Yeah I am really not doing so well right now... I had a fight with my dad and sister yesterday... My dad some what beat me up and he beated himself up. My sister is such a bitch. I wish she can just leave me the fuck alone... Every time I need to try to get aholed of my house she always is usually on the internet. And every time I go to pick up the phone it is her girlfriend. Her friend calls her almost every second of the day. So to mess with her I said to her last night " Okay... You have been on the phone and internet all day... I need to use the phone to get an assiment, can you let me use the phone" then she said no then I said, "God, why don't you just go live with Deven anyway, you guys act like you are Lesbians... What did you guys have sex or something?" Then she tells my parents that and I told her after I said that, that I was jokeing. But no my dad was yelling at me and shit, he said saying that about my sister is bad and it is not christan like and to tell him the two main comandments. I didn't say them but I did say "Well dad I will say them but I don't really know if I believe them or not, I don't know what to believe any more. Then he started to hit me saying do you like pain, do you like misery, and I just wanted to say No dad but you are making me go though it right now, I don't think you understand the shit I went though in middleschool, you are just putting more presure on me. But I didn't say that. Then he told me I was going to remember this day because human beings always remember the nagitive in their lives. And I just wanted say I know that, but I just remained quiet, got up took my shower and went to bed...
But I think we figured everything out between my dad and sister and I, so I guess I will be okay just a little hurt.... well gtg Ja!