Nightmare before Christmas

Today was okay, short of. Yesterday not okay, Ted really lost it, he is sort of okay now. Marlin, still a freshmen, Myle sucks (lol just kidding. It's an inside joke), and I want an Icecream cone! lol :D well once I got home from school I put in the Movie The Nightmare before Christmas. That brought back some good memories when I was a kid. I remembered that I use to be Afraid of Oogie Boogie. But me and my sister both loved the movie when we were little and I still do, don't think she does any more though (would not be suprised if she didn't from the way she acts and the things she likes now). Just from watching the movie brought up other things I liked when I was a kid. Like Beatle Juice, The Adamsfamily, Carebears, Furngully, and others. Oh I miss thoughs days those were fun. Now it's school, homework, food, bed, day after day after day... well I got to go here are some poems I made today when I was bored see ya Ja!

A Shadow on the Wall

By Jessica Swigert

Silent taps on the windows,

My cold feet on the half carpeted floor,

Shivering.

I sit in a dark corner covered in darkness, myself embracing to my legs and knees.
The posters on my wall keep me company; the shadows from the hall move me back closer to the corner.

As the shadows move my heart beats faster, and faster.

I feel needles of ice going up and down my spine.

Then the shadows are gone and there is complete darkness.

I am left in the corner terrified that they might come back, and make me a shadow on the wall…

Tears and Blood…

By Jessica Swigert

A tear from my face,

The blood on my hands,

The cut on my arm,

The knife on the ground,

The scream from my terror,

The look in your eyes,

The voice of your insane laughter,

The chills though my body.

I comfort you; you’re standing still, twitching franticly, lost forever in your mind.
You grab me and squeeze me tightly, as I look down hoping to see sign of you. Hope prevails.

I bring back memories of laughter and happiness, while you bring back memories of pain and misery.
We hold each other,

With tears in my eyes,

The blood on your shirt,

The blood running cut,

The knife in the sink,

The change in your eyes,

The sorrow of your voice,

The embracing of your body.

You never meant for this to happen…. You lost it… a mistaken accident….

Would like to die....

Yeah I am really not doing so well right now... I had a fight with my dad and sister yesterday... My dad some what beat me up and he beated himself up. My sister is such a bitch. I wish she can just leave me the fuck alone... Every time I need to try to get aholed of my house she always is usually on the internet. And every time I go to pick up the phone it is her girlfriend. Her friend calls her almost every second of the day. So to mess with her I said to her last night " Okay... You have been on the phone and internet all day... I need to use the phone to get an assiment, can you let me use the phone" then she said no then I said, "God, why don't you just go live with Deven anyway, you guys act like you are Lesbians... What did you guys have sex or something?" Then she tells my parents that and I told her after I said that, that I was jokeing. But no my dad was yelling at me and shit, he said saying that about my sister is bad and it is not christan like and to tell him the two main comandments. I didn't say them but I did say "Well dad I will say them but I don't really know if I believe them or not, I don't know what to believe any more. Then he started to hit me saying do you like pain, do you like misery, and I just wanted to say No dad but you are making me go though it right now, I don't think you understand the shit I went though in middleschool, you are just putting more presure on me. But I didn't say that. Then he told me I was going to remember this day because human beings always remember the nagitive in their lives. And I just wanted say I know that, but I just remained quiet, got up took my shower and went to bed...
But I think we figured everything out between my dad and sister and I, so I guess I will be okay just a little hurt.... well gtg Ja!

WAKA!!!!!!

Well yeah school was cool. Easton was great I Actually got the first J.T.H.M (Finally I don't have to beg Ted to read his I can just ask my mom hopefully each week to get me the comic.) I luv my mummy. My mummy is pretty cool. Unlike my daddy. He is sooo bloody weridd.... buutt yes yes it was coolll. I alsoooo got prettyy "Paranoid" todayyy too. For reasons like noises that just keep repeating over and over and over again that can never stop liikkkeee tthhhee sttupiddd peooppleee frrommm lassst yeearrr tthaatt arree iiinn mmmy clllasss errrrrr tthheyyy kkkeeppttt shhhouuttinnnggg abouuut reallly stttupiidd thiiingsss aannnddd I haavve haddd eennouughh!!!!!! Then my lastt class of todayy, Biology, Chistine's hellokitty wouldn't stop fucking meowing!!! I still love hello kitty but fuck even when I told it to shut the fuck up ittttt wouldn't!!! Ittttttt wasss reallyy pissing me off. sooo yeahh yeahh me goot to goo goo. ja, ja!

OGT and Broken Ankels

Today sucked so badly. First we had to take the OGT (Ohio graduation test) practice for math. Then after that we had lunch. Then we had to go back to Theater 110 and get with our groups again for the stuff we did (We had Mattiocola). Then Ted, Shauna, and I got in a group and did this art project where we had to take chalk and draw and color a the picture we choose and put it to the side walk which ours did not get done because we didn’t have the right colors but Weighdenbush said it was okay and that if we wanted to we could go out during the time we have art and finish it if we like.
Then after that we had to go do this math thing with Mrs. Knodel to find out how big the shot tower is and when Ted and I and some other people we working on it Ted and I got into some old people fights (in other words we had a little fight but no matter what we still cared for each other) and I told him I was sorry and he said it was okay because he was just tired and didn’t feel well.
Then we had one more thing to do which by that time we really didn’t want to do it. So we went in front of the shot tower where we did all these stations with Swanson. Well if we didn’t have one more fucking thing to do this would have not have happened next. Ted and I patterned up to measure all this stuff. And by the time we got to where we had to guess how much water was in this cup Ted had to go to bathroom by the time he got back he went under the rails in front and that’s when he said he heard something tare or pop. And right after that happened it started to hurt when he walked. I tried helping him and asking him if he needed any help and if he wanted me to get the teacher and he said no that he would be fine. By the time we were done, I went and gave our papers to Benton and turn in the measuring stick. Once I get back I see Benton over by him and he looked like he had trouble getting up so I went over there and we made him lay down and we got some ice on it and they called his mom and she got there and Benton and I helped him in to the car. By the time his mom got there the buses had left so I decided to call my house and have my mom pick me up. So I went to a payphone to call my house and my phone kept ringing and that only meant my dumb sister was on the internet so I had to call my grandma and have her call my house and my mom came and got me around 4:15. By the time I got home I slept till 8:07 and my mom and everyone kept asking me if I called Ted yet to see how he is doing. I told them no about a million times. But then I called him and asked how he was doing he said that he was doing okay but he was in a lot of pain and that the Doctor said it will take about Two weeks to heal and that he would have to have crutches for about three weeks. Then he told me what happened. He said that he got to ride in a wheelchair and that he was so excited because it was his life long dream (really it was his dream he told me this way before this ever happened). Then he told me how the doctor told him he must of tore a ligament and the doctor told him to move his ankel to see how far it could go and that just made him in more pain and the docor said "okay again I won't have him so that again". And then they gave him this thing to put around his ankle and they gave him crutches. And what is so funny and hilarious is that is mom is giving him all these drugs to take and bring with him to school. Ted was like “my mom is trying to get me high”; I just burst out in laughter. So yeah people that’s what happened and now I am being really nice to him and I made his day because Friday hopefully we are going to Easton and I am going to pay for half the price for the hard back cover of Johnny the Homicidal Manic. So yeah he is okay just in a lot of pain. And he is happy because he is going to making help him carry all his stuff and everything but I would have done that anyway. Well I got to go. Ja!


P.S Ok "Ashen Priest" I would have emailed you but I don't have hotmail but I have yahoo but yahoo won't let you send messages to hotmail. So i will tell you my choice. I choose the first one. But may I ask who you are, your accrual real name. Because when "Milkshake prophet of none" made a comment and he said a name of a person I once had known, it made me think that maybe I do know you.

Bloody hell.........

I had fun this week. On Friday I went over Lisa’s house to celebrated Sam and Lisa’s birthday (Sam’s birthday isn’t till next Sunday). They both liked what I got them. I got both of them click pens and picture frames, and they said they wanted to take a group photo of all of there friends and put it. Then I got Sam a thing of Doritos, batterys, and two energy cards from Pokemon lol. Then for Lisa I got this pretty cool key chain that is black and in light purple had her sign on it (Virgo), and a journal.
Then after they opened their presents we played some music and then decide to play DDR, and as usual sucked on the mat. Ted did the best out of all of us, but then again he owns the game (he didn't bring the controllers if so i would have done fine). Then the pizza came. It was good ^^. Then after we ate Sam gave Lisa her another birthday present. He played her a song from Finial Fantasy on the piano. I think it was 7 or it was 8, but any way I never knew how good Ted said that Sam was on the piano, but I never knew how good he meant until that night. I wish I could play like Sam but I don’t think I ever will or I ever could. Then we went back down and played some more music a lit some in-scents (which I inhaled. Didn't inhale enough to get high though. Rockale said that if you do it for about two hours you can but I only did it for about 30 minutes then I had to go). I didn’t notice it until christen told me I almost stepped on it was a D&D players guidebook and bored. They told me that they wanted to start a D&D game but they wanted to role play it. So everyone just made up a character for the fun of it and made me the Dungeon Master since I had played the game before, but honestly I don’t have that much experience but I guess I had enough that everyone had fun for the moment. We didn’t go by the rules but we really didn’t feel like it anyway. Then it was time to leave because Sam’s mom was there and she was going to give Ted and I a rid back to Ted’s house. So we said we stop where we were and we are thinking of doing this once a week or something of the sort.
On Saturday I went over to Ted’s house and we played video games and watched Borne Supremacy.
Then Sunday Ted came with me up to Easton, and then we went back to my house to do the same thing as yesterday but worked on our homework and stuff.
As for today…. Boring… I wanted to get out of biology so badly… and then we had the OGT practice… I don’t ever want to be reminded that again but the practice for reading was easy..........Fuck, are class is so loud… I don’t see why they didn’t get rid of some more annoying, loud, dumb people this year… well hopefully they will leave next year.

Finally...

school ended today! I was starting to get really tired. Yeah so far I like all the teachers I have. They seem alright. I have a freshmen. But I havent met her yet, but I have seen her. Ted told her that I wanted her to be my freshmen. lol, which is cool. She looks cool and sounds cool the way Ted desicribes her. Hopefully I will get to met her in the morning, and possiblly see her during CG, if they give it back to us that is -_-. If we don't have common Ground the rest of my 2 years at Fort Hayes I am going to be pretty mad because I am going to need that time because classes are going to be a little bit hard this year. Well I got to go. Ja!

Back in school...

Yeah i just start school yester day on stepember 1st. It felt pretty strange coming back to school. I was glad to see all my friends again. I didn't really get to talk to all of them over the summer. I like the teachers I have so far. I am glad I don't have Mr. Cifford for science again(thank you). I have Japanese first thing in the morning and our class is small because all the loud people left so it looks like we our going to have fun in Japanese. They gave me gym again -_- and I took it over the summer and they know that. They know I am not suppose to have gym. Why do they do that to me. Well I must be going it is close to Lunch and I have to get to the Office so I can take gym of my scedrual. Ja!